camp after-thoughts

im feeling very very upset now because i tink most probably ive to bid my one-week snorkelling/island/non-stop-shopping/mt fuji and swizzler buffet/a&w/chatuchak/biking holiday goodbye..and forgo the $154 ticket that ive paid for.. sigh super sian but i guess this is really not a timely period for me to travel but im still clinging on to the teeny weeny percentage of hope that i can still go =(

and im back from 哈k! 46.3.. one of my most awesome student camps ever! e games were FUN and i got a really enthu and lovable grp of students which made it much easier for me and lh.. so despite e initial reluctance of being a grp leader plus some occasional struggles here n there, they made my 5D4N an enjoyable one!

i saw myself in a few of my grp members..the struggles, the doubts and the fear that i once had back then..and it kinda moved me because ive been thru persecution. Ive seen how God has worked in my family and how He is in control of everything all these years. ive emerged from my parents refusing to let me out of e house to them asking me "today you got no church ar?" whenever im at home on saturdays. and it made me feel bad because so many times ive been dwelling on the things that i do not have and forgotten the countless things that ive been blessed with..i felt alot for e students in my grp because Life isnt a dress rehearsal and there are no NGs, no extra takes and will there be another opportunity for them to know our Loving Father?



But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face I will offer up in prayer


i cant wait for nex wk! meeting up with est for the beachy affair and catching up with vic finally! eileen chua is coming back on friday!!!!! whee!!! cant wait to see her..and my longchamps!! <3