back to school

School has started for 2 weeks..other than the kns timetable which resulted in me having to miss out on alpha..everything's going pretty well..jus that life's starting to get abit mundane..this time of the year is exceptionally quiet and there's nothing much to look forward to..hmm probably christmas? haha but thats still kinda a few good months away and it also means i cant go around telling ple i'm 21 already.. latest update i had the yaki yuki buffet with cor and aining..the ice cream frying part was fun!! i felt really unwell after that..so i'm abstaining from otah, or any form of jap food for e time being..they are offocially added to my list of vomit-inducing foods!

The song's that stuck in my head currently~

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away


You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me


it is so amazing that the Mighty One who calls everything to be can be such a personal God too..i've been reading this devotion that i bought..shall dive more into it nex time.. =p

i missed e gathering with the grossies last sunday! heard from bx abt fio's story whereby she was still in the bus and the uncle didnt know and drove straight right into the parking lot..hahahahahha made me laugh like hell! anywae i heard that the nex sleepover is coming soon and i am really looking forward to it.. i need some good laughs.. =)

need to get started with SM assignment soon.. and i cant wait for 小红's arrival!!! *beams* looking forward to keppel-baying, fish spa-ing and prawning too!!

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i'm trying to finish the Giant nugget LJS meal that mummy da pau for me..it is kinda funny when you hold it up because its heavy and as you can tell from name of the meal, it is one hell of a nugget..

i seriously have the urge to toss the remaining to the bin

passion

this shows how bored i am. i was blog-hopping and chanced upon this blog of an old fren and his entries are dated a long way back lolz but it was still amusing reading them..this is how time flies ( what an overused term..) sometimes its really kinda sad that friendships forged are somehow "lost" along e way..because everybody's moving on and being busy with their own lives..how nice would it be if things can always start off where it stops but sadly, its not always the case..

was talking to a few abt my Passion-less life haha sometimes i wonder how it would feel like if i could have something in my life that could make me pursue relentlessly..jus like how convicted Raph is abt children with special needs, how Peewee is convicted abt teaching and youth work and how June could simply move on to La Selle to pursue her Dancing at disneyland dream.. but yeah i guess its always abt exploring and who knows? one day a passion for something so strong may simply evolve and it wont be too late to catch it right =p

and i nv knew having fun could be a passion too! hehe i love having fun..so having fun is my passion??

looking forward to the Squid ink pasta and Loof affair tmr!!

hand mimes!!

im in love with them! and even more in love with the msg that they are trying to bring across..one word.... AWESOME!!! =p

camp after-thoughts

im feeling very very upset now because i tink most probably ive to bid my one-week snorkelling/island/non-stop-shopping/mt fuji and swizzler buffet/a&w/chatuchak/biking holiday goodbye..and forgo the $154 ticket that ive paid for.. sigh super sian but i guess this is really not a timely period for me to travel but im still clinging on to the teeny weeny percentage of hope that i can still go =(

and im back from 哈k! 46.3.. one of my most awesome student camps ever! e games were FUN and i got a really enthu and lovable grp of students which made it much easier for me and lh.. so despite e initial reluctance of being a grp leader plus some occasional struggles here n there, they made my 5D4N an enjoyable one!

i saw myself in a few of my grp members..the struggles, the doubts and the fear that i once had back then..and it kinda moved me because ive been thru persecution. Ive seen how God has worked in my family and how He is in control of everything all these years. ive emerged from my parents refusing to let me out of e house to them asking me "today you got no church ar?" whenever im at home on saturdays. and it made me feel bad because so many times ive been dwelling on the things that i do not have and forgotten the countless things that ive been blessed with..i felt alot for e students in my grp because Life isnt a dress rehearsal and there are no NGs, no extra takes and will there be another opportunity for them to know our Loving Father?



But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face I will offer up in prayer


i cant wait for nex wk! meeting up with est for the beachy affair and catching up with vic finally! eileen chua is coming back on friday!!!!! whee!!! cant wait to see her..and my longchamps!! <3

痞子英雄craze!

its not abt counting down the days, its abt making the days count




hahah my dad jus showed me e newspapers..and it turns out that university lecturers in melbourne are having a strike, so results are being withheld! which explains why from yesterday i only received 3 modules and e one that they held back is bloody OT, which is the one im worried abt most =(

im watching 痞子英雄! Zai zai's acting has improved tremendously! very interesting concept.. at first when fio & bx intro-ed this to me im like -_-''' .. because Zai zai is e main lead..it doesnt sound very appealing but turns out that its actually a thought-provoking &nice show =P now im hooked on it.. whee!




and i really pray for a more God-fearing heart..a more discerning mind and that i will learn how to be blameless and pure before ple around me.. i wonder what kinda students will God give me this year!

are you sure this is what you want.