miracles

It was possible that a miracle was not something that happened to you , but rather something that didnt. - Jodi Picoult ( The Tenth Circle )


how silly of us when we keep on holding on to things which we think may be good for us when we all know at the bottom of our hearts who truly and sincerely wants the best for us simply because He loves us and He knows best.. so why do we always struggle to let go? sometimes we really need to not be so narrow minded and embrace what God/life has in store for us.. learn to be big-hearted, forgive and love whoever that we've become and everyone ard us :)

i came back from our themed Pjs and Potluck slumber party at fio's house yesterday..and all i can say is that now that im in my 20s my body doesnt function as well as when im 18/19.. im so tired when i came back and i simply slept/ate/went back to slp/woke up and before i know it more than half the day is GONE. haha we gossiped/laughed/catch up until some ungodly hour and sang a whopping straight 5 hours of ktv e nex day.. i used to be able to talk on the phone all e way till morning and still make it to sch the nex day lor! hahah those were the days dammit i mus find that stamina back! God i really miss these girls already and i totally agree with xh on her blog post..we must do it again!!!

God's choices conflict man's very very often
and its a painful conflict.

last sunday was awesome!! i caught Angels n demons, went sentosa, played the luge finally, got my pretty pink McDonalds coca cola cups, took the sky train where half the time i was worrying that my shoes will drop, and i saw pretty fireworks..2 times! =)

i jus saw the chain of emails by the grossies! im excited!! we're having Pyjamas and Potluck Slumber Party this weekend at Fio's pretty condo! all the way at YioChuKang but im sure its gonna be fun! havent seen all of them tgt in ages! was talking to BX jus now..i hope the rest dont turn up in pretty/gorgeous pjs because the ones i have are those lok kok pasar malam 3 for $10 kind. hahahha but yayness i cant wait for all that gossiping/catching up/yummy food and much much more! gosh i miss these girls!

and we're also havin the DISC personality test this sat at Ally's daddys office..im so looking forward to the weekend..=p sigh i can feel the back of my skin burning/peeling cuz i spent my entire afternoon by the poolside under the hot bright sun..im burnt and right now i can say im burnt in every sense of the word because my pocket's burnt as well..and im not even making much effort to find a job..im like waiting for it to drop down from e sky..hahahah but cannot blame me right..when i still hav 2 inflexible tuition kids, super short holidays and a one-week trip to consider..humph........

in the meantime while im waiting for money to drop from the sky..i shall jus play very very hard =p

today was a really meaningful day..started off with me cabbing down to church for worship prac..e cabbie looked like his previous job involved killing someone. he didnt even respond when i went into e cab and gave him directions..and esp when i told him to drive up the steep steep slope up to church..he turned to face me and totally looked like he had a chopper hidden somewhere..i mean whats e prob!!! a part of me really wanted to throw my shoe at him..i mean im paying for e cab la..cant he at least be abit friendlier.. BOO!!!

anywae other than this slight glitch today was a gd day..i felt very peaceful today..during worship prac/svc/cell and its great because i havent felt that way in a long long time..ended the day chilling with sisters at cartel, snacking on chickenwings,seafood platter, chatting and laughing abt the most silly things.

i love simple saturday nights like this..no deadlines to fret about,no exams to study for..=)


CONTENTMENT:

"My happiest moment now is now. because my happiest moment then was then" =)


i feel so unhealthy!!! have been sleeping at 4am almost every night and i wont wake up until its past noon..hahah i mus slp early cuz my aim now is to get flawless perfect skin like corny! oh yes watching Angel n demons tmr!!

im yr female clone

finally had my haircut and i look exactly like this now..haha sighs i havent had such short hair in a long long time..cant even tie it up anymore.. :(

im so very thankful..got back results for wil 2 already..got 37/60 which means if i add wil 1, i got overall 60.5/100 which is a Credit !! i was so ultra mega worried for this module because firstly..its entirely project-based..which means that there are no exams, and all along in rmit, my proj results isnt exactly gd..and worst, its INDIVIDUAL proj which means you get no help from others and if you flop/write out of point, its a total goner..but yay..i thought i may fail the second part because i really rushed thru e final parts of e proj and it wasnt exactly my 100% effort but i didnt.. and God blessed me with a Credit..im really very thankful..now im left with OT..the killer module..and remaining 2 modules..keep on praying ml =)

i went shopping today! impulsive shopping..haha shall not say what i bought here but 1 mth of tuition pay..BYEBYE..but almost everything was on sale so im happy with my buys..hehe..im combing town tmr again..thats me n my post-exam life! gonna cut my hair on thurs finally!

i really love this song. lyrics so simple, sweet n nv fail to remind me sometimes all we need admist our complaints, worries and woes is to just talk to Daddy..never underestimate the power of prayer!! =P

Did you ever talk to God above?
Tell Him that you need a friend to love
Pray in Jesus' name believing that
God answers prayers

Have you told Him all your cares and woes
Every tiny little fear He knows
You can know He'll always hear
And He will answer prayers

You can whisper in a crowd to Him
You can cry when you're alone to Him
You don't have to pray out loud to Him
He knows your thoughts

On a lofty mountain peak He's there
In the meadow by a stream He's there
Everywhere on earth you go
He's been there from the start

Find the answer in His word it's true
You'll be strong because He walks with you
By His faithfulness He'll change you too
God answers prayers

i am upset! 2nd day using e fone only and there's probs with e display..e light keeps flickering n my eyes are seriously strained from looking and typing msgs..n i cant slp now because my tummy keeps on churning..i hope somehow when i wake up tmr the fone will miracously repair itself..so that i dont hav to go to all e way to Nokia care..because i hav very bad memories of waiting/queueing blah blah sigh why mus this happen to me everytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


:(

*edit*

erm no Nokia care..totally forgot im a Sony ericsson user now